Tell me where am I supposed to go? And who am I supposed to believe. If only you knew what I knew. Then you could see just what I see. So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go. Cause everything ain’t what I used to know. And I try to hide, but I just can’t hide no more. There’s nothing worse than feeling like a ghost.
The fear of a new beginning is worse then I could imagine. I fear starting the next year of college alone, because when I think of my past two years of school, I think of being with you. Im scared, so scared and I want to cry, I feel hurt, and yet I don’t feel as empty as I thought I would because I feel like you’ll always be there for me. Its true this is going to be so hard when I see you again in the fall, but I know that no matter how hard or scary this decision is, its right. And I’m still holding on to the hope that we will end up together, maybe in a year, or two or five. I don’t really care. I just want to travel and I want you to write but more than anything in the world I want us to end up together. Together forever in a little house, happier then we could imagine. I truly believe you are my 100% perfect match, my soulmate, the person I’m supposed to be with forever. I promise to do everything I’ve ever dreamed of and even more, I promise to never give up hope that you and me will find our way back to each other.